glued

it seems like i've been stuck in my room (bed) for 3 days. this "disease" is very annoying because you're going to have back pains from sleeping all day. =( yet, you won't make yourself get up even if you want to... and everyone's been telling me it is because of the "bed weather" hahahahaha!!! apparently, all my friends got it too. it has gone pandemic!!!! (or atleast just for me and people around me) now i feel like i'm about to get bed sores. =O

i am not lazy okay? during those 3 days, i make sure i read, write, and do some more reading. -___- also got to translate some pages of a book to japanese. *shall post pictures next time because i can't seem to find my phone's usb connector* T_T sobs. i also did some soap carvings yesterday which i really want to share with

i don't know

hi!!! so how is everybody doing??? ya'll good? =D
it's one of those cold-humid-rainy days. its a cycle.
i got home feeling sticky from dried sweat with dust. its sooo irritating that i wanted to bathe as soon as i got home. also, i feel the need to see a doctor. seriously.

i feel so sleepy all the time (even when i just woke up from a 10hr sleep) and i also eat a lot (no questions asked). =((( i know i have high blood sugar levels because i like eating sweets & rice. but this can't be diabetes! Oh good Lord! please deliver me from diabetes...! or else... i'm forever doomed! i will not be able to afford the maintenance. :(

i'll have myself checked next week.

a week ago

also have to check my...

updatessss!!!

Jio, my hamster, has been doing quite well. he's healthy and all... but is still lazy to take pictures with me. T_T
yesterday i had my uncle's girlfriend buy Jio's 1kg supply of hamster feeds. It's complete with vitamins and nutrients. and it's from Belgium. At first i thought it would cost me around 300-400Php. haha!!! but my uncle's girlfriend got it on a discounted price of 140Php!!! XD so i happily paid her when she delivered the supply the next day. haha! Ever since I got Jio, i never fed him expensive hamster food. I got his first 1kg food supply for 120Php and it lasted for around 2 months? i think? Then his second supply, my uncle bought, was 70Php!!! =))) can you believe that???! unfortunately i can't go and buy that on my own because i'm afraid i might get lost. he said the place he bought it from is faaarrrr from our house. -____-

my japanese just keeps getting better. hahaha!!! i'm writing and reading in japanese now. though i still can't understand katakana. my japanese reading and writing skills are just focused mainly on hiragana. XD i was forced to learn all the hiragana characters for 3 days

planning to eat out took forever

I have mentioned Gun Ho, a friend of mine, in a previous blog post. We've been planning to eat out since summer...? i think? but we never get to because my schedule changes the last minute. :| super fail planning. haha!!! i told him we could eat at my place. lol. my grandma's cooking. haha!!! last time, my grandma made him eat ginataang kalabasa (squash in coconut milk). haha!!! 

we're both hoping to be able to eat out this saturday. we have a lot to talk about...!~

Also, Ha Eun and I have been planning to hangout and eat out since summer too! but it always gets postponed. same old problem. She is like a family friend? i guess? she was my high school classmate and whenever i won't stay at the dorm, she would carpool with me and my family...and my dad would drop her off at the front door of their house. :) 

Ha Eun is the girl in the middle...with her sisters.

since these two friends of mine are koreans and i haven't seen them for the longest time, now i feel the need to post...

never enough

before the drama... here are some photos i took during the weekend. i realized i never got out of my room from morning til noon because i had to read/ review 320 pages of sociology handouts. :| *cries* don't get me wrong... when i say i love the subject, it's because the teacher makes things easier to understand and not because i'm totally into social science. clear?clear?! while reading the handouts... i was like =O *jawdrop. what?! i don't understand* so i have to reread and reread until i understand the whole thing. don't even ask about my understanding detail by detail. :| but it's kinda realiving for me now that i understand it as a whole. shall focus on the details next time. so to the real post...

ze forehead

before anything else... i would like to vent out all my bad vibes from all the traffic! got stuck for around an hour because it's raining. people were blocking the streets in dire despair to get a cab. =[ 

*so okay... to the story...*

this is how you sport a forehead as wide as mine. :)))

i remembered when i posted a photo of me showing my wide forehead... someone actually commented that i have a wide forehead. *thanks for being the nth person to confirm* LOL. XD I think i promised that I would blog about how my wide forehead helped shape who i am now. LOL. hahahaha! well, I am still hoping some hair would grow down to my overly wide forehead to reduce its size. =))) so far.... no progress.

admirers/haters/stalkers/ whatever you wanna call 'em

making my life public means sharing information to possible admirers and haters. some of these "admirers" might be stalkers... :O

if you got a follower, it doesn't mean that that person likes you or your blog. Remember, haters do follow blogs/ bloggers they hate. i've had a lot of grown-ups telling me that these so-called haters are mere "admirers".

before you react... let me finish.

it's true. i've thought of it a lot of times... putting myself in the shoes of the "hater". --thinking of what i am thinking/ feeling when i say/ feel that i hate someone. truth is, these "haters" are in denial that they are somewhat similar to you OR they want to be like you. -____- *conclusion not based solely on my own opinion, but on some friends'-- professionals and students alike*.

People will comfort you by reminding you that you cannot please everyone. Truth is, you

my so-called "twin", runny nose, & burger patties

i still haven't seen the freakin' girl who, friends say, looks alike lot me! :| i actually spent an hour looking for her yesterday. obssessed or not? haha! was just so curious that everyone (even professors) thought we're twins...! wth?! Literally. i feel so stupid for not noticing her. she eventually told a common friend that she saw me a lot of times before we were even rumored to be "twins". why am i the only one who haven't seen her yet?! =/

geez... i'm typing this post while suffering from severe runny nose. no joke.

i don't know where i got this. but i seriously can't breathe properly. thanks so much to neozep. crap. i won't ever take that again. actually i don't really take neozep for runny nose... i use decolgen... but i was in a hurry and we don't have anymore stock of decolgen at home. got no choice. :|

also just ate burger patties and bacon (cut to little pieces) with rice. whatever happened to my proposed diet?! :|

anyhoo... i'm sooo sleepy but still have to read and reread some school stuff. so imma cut this post short. ciao!

half-arsed. not.

today was a mess. went home around 3:30pm just to see my grades for two of my quizzes.
-___- eventually both quizzes did turn out as expected. got low scores for both. i did not fail. 
but still... i feel so stupid. though most of my friends say it's alright because the two were 
un-announced quizzes. i still feel like t'was my fault for not reviewing my notes before going 
to class. -___-


graduation... please come fast so i can go to graduate school already. then work my ass off to
help my parents with our doomed financial situation. T_T seriously.


now i feel like i only made myself think i'm enjoying college... but actually, i'm just enjoying